Vitamin C+ (3)

 

I HAVE FAILED MYSELF…BIG TIME

 

I wanted it so bad. So fucking bad!

 

I gave up on other things to make it happen.

 

Very important things.

 

Things like my sanity.

 

My health.

 

My peace of mind.

 

My undevoted attention.

 

All in the name of my business.

 

Was it worth it?

 

In hindsight I can tell you it wasn’t.

 

But back then I thought it was.

 

I wanted the money. I NEEDED the money.

 

I told myself that it was just for a short period of time.

 

I lied to myself.

 

Have you lied to yourself?

 

Have you told yourself that once you make X amount per month THEN you will do things differently?

 

And did you do things differently?

 

I’ve been caught with a virus for a good 16 days now and yes, thankfully, I feel a little bit better, BUT men…had I have this coming to me!

 

I’ve been treating my body POORLY.

 

Always thinking about the “next thing to do”, never thinking about giving my body a break.

 

My body has been telling me for quite some time now that it has reached its limit.

 

I ignored her.

 

I kept telling myself that “later I can take a break, not now”.

 

Well, my body took a break FOR me.

 

And I know it’s TIME to change things.

 

How the hell can I expect to get to a certain “destination” feeling miserable along the road?

 

Only thing it guarantees me is that I’ll probably even feel MORE miserable once I reach that “destination”.

 

So, having said all that, I know I need to change bad habits and create better routines.

 

But I know I’m not the only one.

 

I know there are a lot of entrepreneurs out there that do the same.

 

They push, push, push, until they can’t push no more.

 

It’s kinda like an “all or nothing” thing.

 

But I also know of entrepreneurs who seem to have much more “balance” so I know it’s possible.

 

I think it boils down to how bad you REALLY want it.

 

And even though I REALLY want to experience an unlimited success in my business, I want to experience it in GREAT health, peace of mind, a flexible and lean body and with a family behind me that didn’t get to suffer the least bit.

 

I owe it to them. I owe it to myself.

 

So, if you’re in the same boat as I am with regards to the “all or nothing” thing, I want to extend my hand to you and say that there’s a different way. Although I have yet to uncover it, I know there is.

 

You know it too.

 

Let’s start doing things differently.

 

You’re not alone at this.

 

You can do this. And I can too.

 

Much love.

 

xo Melissa

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